I’m gonna start off by saying that i am one of those girls who fall for a guy and have their hearts totally crushed by them. Im not saying that i am strong and got over him, because i didn’t. I still talk to him and we have a really complectedrelationship. I don’t have much trust in him and i know he has none in me; which is understandable. So what does that make; a pretty shitty relationship. When i see couples or even happy pictures of couples i die inside a little because that’s how we used to be but then i changed. But you know what he changed too, so im not the only one to blame here.Everyone tells me to just dump him and i did… for 2 days. I cant see my life without him and i don’t know what that truly means, because love should be a two way street and it looks like im traveling alone this time. Someone once told me that A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it. But im already hurt so what the hell does that leave me to do? This is just a big game and im about to loose.
